Can’t change the past, but can do something good for the future!

Maybe I expressed in a very wrong way...

I just said that because I feel sad to can’t be with you! My mistake... Instead to keep my mouth closed I awnsered to Ana and started a stupid war... no I don’t wanted this!

I felt so bad... your uncle died and I couldn’t be with you to hug you... yes... I felt so bad about can’t be with you and support you! :(

My past was very complicated... I passed things I didn’t deserve... but sometimes was my mistake and sometimes not!

When I say I love you... that’s true... sometimes I can be cold... yes! I’m so afraid to get hurt again... not because of you, no... just because I never had much lucky in love! You are so different, so wonderfull! 

With you I can, step by step, to believe in love again, because our relationship are so true and intense, and when you smile I know that we live a true love! Yes, It’s true!

Remember when you told that shit about Filipa and I laughed! Yes, because that means nothing to me! There is no woman who make my heart stop like you! You are the best! I’m so proud of you... when I knew your story and met you I just thought how you are so strong and now you almost be okay again! You almos get fixed!

No, I don’t want you fall again, at all... because one person like you don’t deserve that! You deserve to be happy, and I will do my best every day to keep your smile in your face! Maybe sometîe we can do bulshit, but I know we can face the problems and solve everything in the right way!

I’m not lie to you when I say “Marry me!” because it’s so true! I want to make a family with you... to build something special, to be an example to people, to show to the world the love can be real and possible! No, just not for that... if world fall, we will not fall with the world! We will just keep our love on top! 

Honey, maybe sometimes we can say bad things, but never let our love die! Never forget that I love you! One day we will look back, smile, and say: “was difficult sometimes, but we did it!”

You gave me proofs of your feelings for me, and I know that! Sorry if I fall, because I miss you! 

I just want the day that we get married... se you coming to me with your father, and in the end just say “oui, oui j'accepte!”

I hidded one thing to you... I’m trying to learn the marrige votes in french, to make you a surprise on the wedding day! Yes, it’s true... I want to say that in French to you! 

And yes, there’s more... I want to buy a house for us, no more renting... just buy a house here and one day another one in France! Yes, honey... everything I do, I do it for you, for us! 

Maybe now you will understand I guess! You are, and I hope, the best bet I made in my life! I’m putting everything in us! I want to have money to have a normal life with you and our kids! To can go on vacations and do the best for our kids, to pay the school for them to!

To finish, I’m so happy for you know my parents, and I hope know your parents soon! Yes baby, I want! 

I know, I have a bad english... and a terrible french too... 😂

Je t’aime mon amour... je veux toi pour ma vie! 

Meu amor, nunca duvides do que eu te digo, porque eu também não duvido do que dizes! Prometo amar-te até que a morte nos separe! 

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